yes, i am. right here.

hello

*waves*

i must first off apologise. yes, you all think i have been working so hard that i don't have time at all to blog... well *ahem* that might be slightly untrue. just a teeny bit.
I have infact been, for want of a better word, crap.

i've lost my blogability. it's gone. even my blog that i've been writing for years is slowy fading away, awash with short lists and boring points. i still blog, but i feel that i shouldn't. i don't like the feeling that i'm writing pointless drivel (yes i know i am right now)i can't articulate my thoughts and i don't like feeling that no one is reading or if they are, that i'm boring the pants off them.

i'm still also incredibly jealous. so i apologise again if i grab you round the throat like a rabid dog.. it's not you. it's me. talk to him and you risk a serious tongue lashing ;) so does he. especially if you're pretty. so beware and don't say i didn't warn you.

aside from all that, i feel a bit topsy turvy. i can't possibly explain why but it's not in a 'dancing on the ceiling' kind of way and it's befuddling.

so..... another crap post. and it is all rather upside down. but i'm still here....